I'm Crying

I'm crying... I'm literally bawling my eyes out. Osric, I love you and I'll truly miss seeing you play Kevin...

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Jensen Singing

I love this video because, Jensen singing, but also because almost the whole time he's staring at Misha and then when the song ends he makes a bee line to Misha. No hesitation nothing. Also while walking to Misha he just stares at him (as if he's going to jump his bones any minute). Then when the announcer person starts talking, it's as if it snaps Jensen out of his trance and brings him back to reality. OMG! I LOVE IT!! <3 -fangirls-="" nbsp="" p="">


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Supernatural || Team Free Will

The feels this video gives. It's painful yet beautiful.



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Wonderful Video

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Bloopers Funny?

Oh my gosh, this had me laughing so hard!


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SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x07

9x07

Bad Boys

 

 

Okay, I really liked this episode. It was a nice break from the myth arch and back to the monster of the week stuff. I didn’t realize I’ve missed it so much until this episode. Anyways, when the guy was running away from the tractor, why didn’t he run to the left or right? Has anyone ever noticed how in shows and movies people run backwards instead of to one of the sides? I know if a haunted tractor was coming after me, I would dodge to the side. I’m sure a TRACTOR wouldn’t be able to turn to get me that fast. :/ The rugaru thing. All I can say about that is inconsistency. It’s so annoying. Also, I can’t believe the writers thought it would be surprising that Dean got caught stealing. That’s no surprise at all since he’s young so that probably makes him not that great at it, and it was bound to happen at some point right?

I hate it when Dean stands up for John. I understand why he does (he was brainwashed) but I hate it anyway. This episode, especially with John telling the cop to let Dean rot in jail, made me hate the man even more than I already did (and I didn’t think that was possible).

The guy who played young Dean (I’ll get his name later and add it) did a fabulous job. Kudos to him for watching five seasons in one week and then going to set to study Jensen’s acting. That’s dedication. :)

With Dean and Sam burning the bones of the guy they thought was haunting the place, they should know by now that a hunt is never that simple and quick. Dean with kids is adorable. I think, if he wasn’t so much like John, he would make a great father. Oh, and the way Dean showed those two kids his badge, was priceless!

I knew exactly what was going to happen with that kid’s hand as soon as I saw the lawn mower. I cringed when it stopped working and couldn’t help repeating what my mom has always told me and my older brother since we were young. “Never, ever, stick your hand in a lawn mower [or snow blower]. Always use a stick or a shovel, or something, just never any body part.”

Side note and teenage!Robin’s resemblance to Cas aside. They could have easily made Robin a boy. They could even keep the name. ;)

Okay, so I don’t normally feel bad for ghosts, but this one, I couldn’t help it. I felt so bad because all she wanted to do was stay with and protect her son. Isn’t that every mother’s wish?

Robin took learning about hunting so well. In fact any other normal person who learns about hunting always takes it fairly well. I don’t think I would to be honest…

Gosh, teenage!Dean not being able to go to the dance broke my heart. Fuck you John, I hate your guts. It’s always Sam who convinces Dean to stay with family too. If Sam wasn’t there (meaning not born) I’m sure Dean would have let Sonny fight for him to stay.

Anyways, once again, loved the episode. Loved teenage!Dean the most and the MoTW hunt aspect of the episode.

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Palm Reading

Jared, Jensen, and Misha Palm Reading by Tony Leggett. This guy is good, very accurate!

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I Don't Care, I Ship It

Sums up us shippers pretty nicely. ^.~



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Larry King GIFs I Made

I cannot be the only Cockles shipper who thought this... ;)

 

Misha Collins On Larry King

Misha is adorable. ;)

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SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x06

9x06

Heaven Can’t Wait

First, as always, I’ve got some general things to mention about this episode. To start off, I would like to just to ask, why is the blood pink? Is it because the skin and everything is mixed in it? That’s the only explanation I could think of (also, it made me want some bubble gum). I really liked seeing Kevin again, I missed him. Abaddon is still awesome as always and now, after that funny scene with Crowley being put on hold, I really want to see a big show down between Abaddon, our Knight of Hell, and Crowley, our not so much King of Hell. That would be awesome!

Now that all the general stuff has been taken care of, onto what is more important, Castiel and Dean. Misha/Cas is so freaking adorable when he is being all awkward in the beginning. I Loved it (with a capital L). That woman must be stupid. First, how is she not suspicious about the sleeping bag? I know it wouldn’t matter what the employee said, I would still be suspicious. Next, why in the hell did she not say it was a babysitting gig in the first place? He could have been someone isn’t (and technically he wasn’t) qualified and skilled in taking care of a little baby. How irresponsible of her.

I like how Dean physically went searching for Cas and then watched him through the window at a distance. I don’t know why, but I just thought that small scene was sweet. Cas looks so proud when Dean is talking about nuking the taquitos and Cas says, “Nachos too.” I’m not really sure what to make of Dran’s reaction to Cas’ “date”. Though I really liked Cas being all defensive towards Dean, especially when they brought up the “hunter in training”. Cas needs to stick up for himself more often. Oh, and then we have the famous unbuttoning scene. Gosh, I wish I could say Dean just wanted to see Cas with his shirt unbuttoned but I’ll admit, it’s all Jensen’s Cockles’ fault. But, my goodness, the way Jensen Dean looked Misha Cas up and down and couldn’t tear his eyes away from his body… -dead-

You know, as much as I want Cas to be with Dean, I couldn’t help but feel a little sorry for him when he realized it, in fact, was not a date. Then my feelings do a total 360 and rise to the ranks with Cas singing. As out of tune as it was (Misha is doing his deep voice so it’s probably hard to stay in tune plus Misha may not even be able to sing anyways, I don’t know) But, anyways, him singing was the BEST in the world. I have died a again. In the end Cas looks so damn sad and all I want to do is grab him and pull him into a hug where I can just snuggle him to death.

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode. I really liked how Cas centered it was and enjoyed all the Dean and Cas interactions. One of my favorites so far.

Jensen Biting Cheek

Jensen is totally biting his cheek! Cockles is real. ;)

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What Dean and Cas Did...

So, Dean picks Cas up and drops him off in the morning at work in 9x06. Here is someone's theory of what they did in the missing time. It's actually pretty logical... (I didn't even notice the cast/bandage wrap until this Tumblr post).

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SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x05

9x05

Dog Dean Afternoon

 

This episode was definitely better than last episode (only because of my bias of last ep) but I still didn’t quite enjoy the episode all that much. It had some good points, though, that I will point out in this.

 

First, what is up with the Game of Thrones references? Are they sponsoring the show now (like Windows 8 in 9x04 because of that oh so perfect view of it on the tablet)? It’s actually kind of annoying hearing it in two episodes now… Also, them mentioning Kevin made me wonder, when are we going to see the prophet again? I thought the bunker was the safest place for him so why are Dean and Sam allowing Kevin to stay in motels and be off in LaLa Land?

Once Dean and Sam started making the spell, I cringed because I knew what was coming up (*cough cough* bestiality scene *cough cough*). When the scene with the female dog did come up, I literally got sick to my stomach. Even my dad thought they went a little too far with the whole mind meld thing in that scene. I felt like puking both times a watched it (I watch the episode by myself and then again with my family). Now, I think the TPTB could have picked a better person to play the friend of the guy that got killed in the beginning. I had a really hard time understanding a word he was saying because he was mumbling so much. I have always loved it when either Dean or Sam come up with random codes to convince someone of something. This time was no different, even if it is the second time they’ve come up with a code for health inspections, I still loved it. The thing is, no one asks what those codes stand for… I know I would be asking what they stand for…

Okay, who can say seeing Sam scratching that dog’s belly was not cute? Anyone? I thought it was adorable and when Sam stopped rubbing, the dog complains. I loved it! So, why did Zeke heal Sam from the scratches but didn’t help him take out the creepy bad guy? He just lets Sam get knocked out (which has been happening a lot as of late… *cough* since 9x02 *cough*). It didn’t make much sense why Zeke would have allowed that to happen. Also, when I watched this episode with my family, my mom brought up a good point. Sam questions why the creepy bad guy asks him what he is, but doesn’t ask about how the gashes in his neck all of sudden healed. And if Zeke made Sam forget about the gashes, then shouldn’t Sam at least have questioned how in the hell he got all that blood on his neck? I mean… come on!

And Dean, well let’s just say I’m kind of getting tired of his complaining and worrying. It’s so redundant now. I want to see Dean not worrying and not complaining and not borderline on creepy codependency with his brother. I want something new with Dean and not just the same old thing. I mean, by the end of this episode, we get, and you guessed it, more Dean worrying! Now, to me, it looks like he’s worrying Zeke is going to take over Sam and not leave his body (which is what I was afraid of since the time Zeke possessed Sam). I have to admit, Dean “barking” at the mailman was a little funny. The funniest part in the whole episode, in my opinion, was when Dean pulled the gun out on the pigeon and oh my goodness, Sam’s waves. I thought the stiff way Sam waved at the nearby people was hilarious! I loved that scene. Personally, I don’t think Dean would have been able to cut that wire that fast. Not without moving it vigorously against the edge (which he did not) and even then it’s questionable.

I would like to end on this note. Once again, Dean touches the face of someone he dearly cares about as a sibling/friend. Cas has now officially been demoted to brother/best friend (though, when I look at gifs of Dean touching Castiel’s face vs. Charlie’s, vs. Sam’s, to me, it looks like Dean touches Castiel’s face a little more tenderly, but I think that’s Cockles doing, not Destiel). -sad face-

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Watched It Live

Okay, I did watch the episode live. I'll try to get my review of it up tomorrow.

In other news, if I recognized him correctly, it looks like the one who played Tyler on Revenge Season One, is going to be in the next episode. :)

9x05 Announcement

Gosh, I don't know if I can stomach tonight's episode. I might just record it and watch it tomorrow. I haven't decided yet. Eh, I'll decide on a whim most likely...

Engraged!

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Nice, so the show can have two episodes revolving around bestiality but they can't have Dean and Castiel bi?

And, to top it all off, Dean and Castiel didn't even make PCA's best on screen chemistry!

You know what the show, their writers, and the PCAs can go fuck themselves. I'm so pissed right now!

They are so lucky I'm still watching the show....

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Misha's Tweet

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SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x04

9x04

Slumber Party

 

Okay, I’m going to admit, I went into this episode a little bias because I cannot stand The Wonderful Wizard of Oz. I, personally, think the movie/books/whatever is utterly boring and stupid. Now, that’s not to say you can’t like/love it, but I don’t. In fact, I dislike The Wonderful Wizard of Oz so much, that I have never even made it through the whole movie (this was when I was pretty young, as well, so it’s not like it was a matter of “oh, if you were a kid you would like it.”) I did, however, one Halloween dress up as Dorothy only because I wanted to wear red, sparkly shoes and that was the only reason (not because I liked it). Anyways, keep that in mind while reading this because, yes, this review will be completely bias. I just can’t help it; after all, it is a review of what I thought of the episode.

Now I was already expecting to dislike this episode because of The Wonderful Wizard of Oz aspect of the storyline, but it was made so much worse when they started out in black and white. We’ve had past scenes before in color, why couldn’t these ones? It annoyed me even more than I already was.

*Quick side note, I didn’t actually watch this episode when it aired because I was not excited to watch the episode at all. I forced myself to watch it begrudgingly Wednesday night.

 

Not to be a downer to anyone who has seen Games of Thrones (I personally have not) but I thought the whole scene was unnecessary. I don’t know why, but I was just wishing for that scene to end. I guess it’s just because I thought it was very slow in the beginning of this episode. Don’t kill me for saying that either, please, it’s my own personal opinion and you are allowed to disagree.

I got quite a lot of amusement out of Sam and Crowley’s interactions together. I love how Sam gave him a crayon to write with instead of a pencil, pen, color pencil, or even a marker. Also when Sam is locking Crowley back up is funny; how he does it so fast and doesn’t speak a word to the demon. I got a little chuckle out of Sam saying, “Do you see anyone else here?” I mean, if only he knew. ;)  I laughed even harder when Becky was mentioned. I loved Sam’s reaction to that (plus let’s not forget Charlie’s call out to fanfiction and Edlund).

I thought it was really funny when the Winchester brothers asked Crowley what the witch said and he hissed. I literally rewound just to see it again. Speaking of the witch, I thought the woman who played her did a really good job. I think her parts were my favorite out of all them, surprisingly (though even hers were torture to my brain). So, tell me. Why in the hell does a binding spell cause you to turn into a liquid? It makes no sense at all and I was really annoyed by this aspect. Another thing I was very annoyed by was the fact that the witch could travel in a smoke form. I have no idea if that was how it was like in the movie/books but I couldn’t help thinking, “Are they going to make everything look like demon smoke now?” I mean come on! First demon smoke (fine) then angel grace (what the hell happened to just the blinding light?) and now the wicked witch (what the hell show!)?

I like Charlie, it was nice to see her again. I found amusement in her comment that she wished hunting was “more magical”, but the things I found annoying was, first, how did Dorothy know she died? She wasn’t even in the freaking room! Second, why in the hell did Charlie remember Heaven? You’re not supposed to remember! I don’t care if there are angels up there or not, you don’t remember it gosh darn it! Along with those, wouldn’t you think Charlie (and the bros) would need to turn the key again in order for the door to not open up to Oz? Isn’t that how it normally is with these types of things? I got so, so, so very annoyed with Charlie going to Oz in the end. In fact I loathed it; absolutely hated it (but that stems from my bias dislike of The Wonderful Wizard of Oz).

Zeke comes when called now which I guess is a little (a lot) awesome. He’s also full of ultimatums, having Dean choose between one thing and another again. Speaking of which, as a side note, I liked how they didn’t just forget about Castiel in the beginning and actually mentioned him and talked for a little while about him (unlike previous seasons). Dean’s got to be a little more careful or else the secret is going to come out. If I was Sam, I would have questioned the Zeke thing a little more (after the hunt though).

Overall, for me the whole episode was stupid and boring as all hell. But I’m bias about it and I know many people did like the episode. If it wasn’t associated with The Wonderful Wizard of Oz, I probably would have liked it a lot more.

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Osric Chau Being Adorable

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"You're Coming Home With Me's" 9x03 Alternate Ending

I. Am. In. Love. With. This. Little. Drawing.

9x03 Alternate Ending

Team Free Will's Chicon Experience (made me cry)

This made me cry. Seriously, I have no idea why (maybe because how touching it was) but all I know is that I was awash with emotions that I couldn't hold back and let it out.

Team Free Will's Chicon Experience

The Geekiary's "Supernatural 9×03 I’m No Angel: The Good, the Bad, and the Social Media Fallout"

Again, I haven't read this entirely and have only skimmed it but am sharing it anyways. ;)

9x03 - The Good and The Bad

Mishamallow Post Of Tweets

This pissed me off to no end!

Apparently We're Weirdos

Hiddlestoner's "No Homo"

This made me laugh:

No Homo?

Who Strayed and Stayed Lost's "Fans Vs. TPTB"

Got a good chuckle out of this one:

Fans Vs. TPTB

SuperWhoLock the Comic's "Destiel, Social Media, and Queerbaiting"

I haven't read this yet but plan to. I wanted to post it anyway to spread it around some more.

SuperWhoLock the Comic

"Love is a Battlefield's" "fight for canon Destiel"

"Love is a Battlefield"

Posts Spam ;)

Here comes a bunch of posts I've been saving up for when I was finally not busy (like now).

Starting with the wonderful Osric Chau. I love him, he's so sweet and nice and awesome and just... ugh!

"It's like being at home."

SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x03

9x03
I'm No Angel

Reminder: This is before all the Destiel drama.

I really can’t get over Jared’s acting as Ezekiel, I mean he did an excellent job switching back and forth from Sam to Zeke. I thought the pie scene in which Sam is commenting on the chemicals in the pie was very amusing. I liked it a lot.

The first scene that Misha is in in this episode, where he stands up straight from leaning down and drinking water from the sink, was freaking adorable and oh so cute. I had the widest ass grin on my face when I saw him and how cute he looked. I really liked Castiel’s bluntness in the episode and how everyone responded to it, though if it were me, I would be asking what the hell he was talking about but that’s just me… When Castiel walked into the tattoo parlor, I at first thought he was going to get an anti-possession tattoo but then I realized it was warding for angels. I thought that was actually quite smart of him to do. The exchange in the church with that woman was wonderful and very heartwarming. I liked her a lot.

 

Now the April scenes… I’ll admit, I didn’t like her from the very beginning. Even though I knew it wasn’t the real April, I still couldn’t help but feel annoyed at the fact that “she” brought home a complete stranger and then sleeps with him right away. It’s like, what the fuck? Already annoyed, it got worse as Castiel’s and hers scenes went on. I felt like I was being tortured watching the April and Castiel sex scene, especially when Castiel says, “More of this I hope.” My jaw literally dropped at that statement and after the initial shock of the statement I had to roll my eyes because he’s suppose to be going to Dean. Not even in the sense of Destiel either. Dean told him to “haul ass” to the MoL bunker, and what does Castiel do? Sleeps with a woman who looks half his age (sorry Misha but it’s true) and says he wants more? Are you f-ing kidding me!? That line seriously pissed me off. It got a little better when she finally revealed herself as being a reaper (angel?) and started torturing him but was it really necessary to sit on his lap like that. Come on show, stop sexualizing up the women so much!

Dean in the bathrobe once again. Nice sight there. I’ll admit, I did like the worry Dean had for Castiel though out the whole episode and the fact that he was willing to torture a reaper in order to find him (but, of course, he also tortured in Purgatory in order to find “the angel”). Dean’s cryptic “I’m letting you know.” was funny and Sam’s reaction to it was hilarious. You have no idea how much I fangirled over Dean worrying over Castiel when he was dead, and the face touching, and especially when Castiel woke up after Ezekiel healed him. You have to admit, it is adorable. Then you’ve got Dean’s “Never do that again!” and Castiel’s little “Alright.” It. Was. Fucking. Cute. As. All. Hell. I. Swear!

 

Now, Dean’s reaction to Castiel having sex. With the way Dean acted first, with the choking and shushing Sam, I thought it was jealousy but that hope was soon crushed as soon as Dean started smiling widely and laughing and saying Castiel gave his “first” up to a reaper. I was very disappointed that the “jealousy” that I saw at first soon turned into encouragement and amusement. My heart broke into a million pieces when Dean told Castiel that he couldn’t stay and Cas had that confused yet hurt look on his face. I love Ezekiel, I really do, but I don’t like how he made Dean choose between his brother and his best friend (secret crush?).

Overall, this episode was okay. I don’t know, Castiel felt a little ooc to me (he watched humanity for thousands of years and doesn’t know how to do the simplest things?). Also, so now angel grace is like demon smoke? What!? I was extremely annoyed at this. Remember when it was just a glowing light? Yeah me too. Anyways there’s other things I didn’t like about the episode but what I mentioned throughout this whole piece is what stands out the most.

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No matter what the writers say:

• I will continue to write Dean/Castiel fanfictions
• I will continue to read fanfictions on Dean/Castiel
• I will continue to make videos of Dean/Castiel
• I will continue to watch videos of Dean/Castiel
• I will continue to ship Dean/Castiel
• I will continue to love Dean/Castiel

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Two Things

First, sorry I haven't gotten my reaction/opinions about 9x03 posted yet. Will do that tomorrow. I was too devastated yesterday to write it up and today I'm still feeling a little down but also super busy with college crap. I'll type it and post it tomorrow. Keep in mind, it's before I read about the tweets...  :(

Second, I cannot believe Guy Norman Bee just tweeted this: (Click me)

"I'm not sure how people get upset and offended when a storyline that doesn't exist... doesn't exist!"

How can he say that? ... I feel like crying again...  They're being so rude, they knew how important Dean and Castiel's relationship is to thousands of people and their crushing us between their teeth. It's not even the fact that Destiel won't come to be. I'm disappointed that it won't but it's their choice and I still have my fantasies, it's the fact that they are being so completely rude to people who have been loyal to the show for years! Freaking years! I mean, how dare they! We're the ones supporting them and they have the gall to treat us like shit? It pisses me off... and hurts like hell...

Sorry, yesterday I went from faze sad, to hopeless, to disappointed, and then this morning I entered faze pissed. I'm still very disappointed though...

That's it for now. Thought/reaction/opinion on 9x03 will be posted tomorrow...

I'll be posting my thoughts and feelings on 9x03 later today. I would do it now but I just read about the tweets that Chad Kennedy made and I just... can't.

I just can't do it right now, too disappointed. I'm sorry...

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The Angel's Light

The Angel’s Light

 

A/N: Some people think Dean is going to get possessed by Abaddon and that either Sam or Cas will have to get through to him like Dean got through to Sam in 5x22 and Cas in 8x17. If this were to happen, this is how I want it to go. Enjoy. :)

 

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He’s hitting him, over and over again. He can feel the blood on his throbbing knuckles but he can’t stop the movement of his arm. He can’t stop the impact of bony knuckles on swollen chin. Dean watches as Abaddon crushes Castiel to a pulp.

Abaddon uses his hand and grasps Castiel’s neck, lifting him up so only his toes touch the ground. He feels as his grip gets tighter and tighter and Castiel fights for breath. Dean’s chest aches with the need to stop her but she is too strong.

Abaddon, in his body, leans close to Castiel’s face and breaths in. “Oh, aren’t you just yummy.” She looks him up and down. “I can’t wait to have my way with you.”

No. Dean thinks as he hears his own voice. She punches now human Castiel and he falls to the floor in a bloody heap. Stop.

“This is going to be so fun.” Abaddon laughs and she punches him once more.

Before the next blow can be had, however, Castiel raises his hand and breaths hard. The gesture catches the Demon in him off guard and Abaddon faulters. “Dean.” Castiel begins, voice ragged and strained with pain. “Dean, stop. Please, fight her, I know you can.” He begs, still slumped over in anguish. “Dean please… please… I love you.” Everything stops in that instance. Abaddon with her laugh grows distant, the wind stops blowing, the Earth stops turning. “I love you.”

Dean blinks and he’s there, pushing Aboddon back in the darkness to make his way up front. He fights harder than he has ever fought before and by some miracle, or because the demon was too busy being amused and laughing, he manages to win and control his own body. “Cas?”

Castiel looks up at him, pain stricken in his eyes, blood rolling out of his mouth, face swollen to twice its size. “Dean.”

“It’s okay Cas. I’m not going to let her hurt you again.” He reassures the man who begins to shake before him. “I promise.”

Dean takes the demon killing knife and holds it up to himself. He gives Castiel a small smile and listens as Castiel says his name once more. Then he plunges the knife into his gut. It doesn’t kill her but it does expel her from his body. The last thing he sees is Castiel’s broken face with silent tears streaming down his bloody, swollen cheeks.

The End

A/N: Take the end however way you want. Obviously, if this were to happen in the show Dean wouldn't die [permanently] so you can interpret what happens after whatever way you want. Thanks for reading. :)

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Anybody who doesn't want to watch 9x03, please read the link. I support you if you don't want to watch. No one should be forced to watch something that they don't want to. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise and do what you want to do.

SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x02

9x02

Devil May Care

 

So episode 9x02 Devil May Care… It was a good episode and I love Abaddon and Alaina Huffman’s acting but I have this small problem that started in Season 7. I found myself, way back then, not enjoying the episodes that didn’t have Cas in them as much as the episodes with him in it. It was the same with Season 8 and it looks like it’s going to be the same for Season 9. I was hoping it wouldn’t but just judging it off this episode, that’s exactly what is going to happen. But, it’s only the second episode so we’ll see. Besides my not liking it as much as I would have if Cas was in it, I thought it was great.

 

I love Crowley, like really, really love his character (and Mark Sheppard plays him well). The line, “You really put the S-A-M in S&M.” is awesome. I laughed so hard when he said that and I’m probably the only one who thinks it’s that funny. I’m really glad that he is still in the show. Now, I don’t know if it’s just me and something going over my head, but I’m kind of confused on what he was talking about when he gave those two demon names. I know he wants to compromise but for what? His freedom? I’m probably just stupid and missed it…

 

I can’t believe Osric Chau is twenty-seven… twenty-seven! He looks like a teenager when he is yelling at Dean and Sam asking why Crowley isn’t dead. It works though since Kevin (I’m assuming because he was getting ready for SAT’s and applying to college) that he is eighteen or maybe nineteen at the oldest. So it works. I feel really bad for Kevin. I can’t imagine wondering if the Demon in lockup is telling the truth and that your mom is really alive. I love, love, love the fact that Dean said he is family. He is family and I consider him, just like I considered Bobby, part of Team Free Will. Also, I’ll admit, after Crowley calling Kevin submissive, I really want a fanfic of Kevin being submissive. It can be with anyone, even an OC, I just want it. ;)

 

When Ezekiel came forth with glowing eyes and bright light and his falling apart wings! OMG! Coolest. Thing. Ever! I especially liked the shadow of his wings. We’re so used to seeing Cas’ wings, all nice and full of feathers, but then you have after the fall with Ezekiel’s wings and they’re falling apart. I just thought that looked amazing. I also can’t get over how well Jared is playing Ezekiel’s character. I love it. It’s even better than souless!Sam if you ask me.

 

I thought it was really funny how when they were going to save the two hunters, Dean covered up his jewels with his hand when Sam mentioned the chemicals. Then Sam’s comeback was awesome too, saying that that wasn’t going to help. I also loved how fidgety Dean got when Ezekiel mentioned love and Dean said, “I’m not really with the whole love and… love.” I’m not going to read too much into it and I’m sure he said it because of his deep seeded fear of everyone he loves leaving him, but when I heard Jensen say that line, I immediately thought of Cas. I couldn’t help it, I just did.

 

Now, I want to just point something out in the previews and it’s probably a given of what it is. The kiss between Cas and April. When I first heard that Cas was going to be getting “a love interest” (remember, Misha said love is a big word and it’s more like lust), I wasn’t happy. I’m still not completely happy but I’m (hoping) not going to go bat-shit-crazy because of it. I’m going to give her a shot before automatically saying, “I don’t like her.” Who knows, maybe she’ll turn out to be a cool character. However, just because Cas is getting “a love interest” doesn’t mean I’m going to give up on Dean and Cas. I will go down with the ship no matter what the writers do on the show. What I’m hoping is that Cas will be with her for however long the writers want and we’ll get some jealous Dean, but in the end Cas and Dean end up together. She’ll still be on the show though because she’ll be a strong character. I doubt the latter (her staying and being a strong character) will happen, but who knows, maybe it will. Maybe she’ll even become Sam’s next partner. Anyways, point is, I’m going into 9x03 with optimism (and if you knew me, you would know I’m actually quite pessimistic, so me being optimistic is a big deal) and I’m going to hope for the best.

So Funny

Really funny, you need to see this. :)

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In response to Summer Hellatus Project... YOUR opinions wanted!

I started watching Supernatural the summer before Season 7 premiered. I remember way back in 2005 seeing the advertisement on CW of Season 1 and thinking, “Well that looks like a completely stupid show. I won’t be interested in that at all.” Granted I was eleven years old and not really into the monster shows like I am now. (I also thought the taller one was the older brother while the shorter one was the younger… oh how wrong I was.) Then in 10^th grade, someone in my English class told me that I should try watching it (I didn’t know about Castiel yet). Once summer vacation started, I began my journey through the seasons, starting with Season 1through Season 6.

Season 1:

I remember starting this episode and being hooked right away with the aspect of Mary being burned on the ceiling. The character Sam was interesting to say the least and Dean was very good looking. I like how their relationship was portrayed and Dean completely fascinated me throughout the entire season. The first episode is also when I realized that, no the shorter character is the older and the taller character is the youngest. I remember being shocked about this because of what I interpreted all those years beforehand.

I liked the whole monster of the week plotline with a side of dad searching. This season is also the one to set forth my deep seeded hatred of John Winchester. I realized pretty much right away how much of a dick John was to his sons, mostly to poor Dean. Dean did seem pretty happy in this season (but after reading meta on the season a few years later, I realize how wrong I was to believe he was as happy as I thought.) I absolutely loathed John for bringing his family into that kind of life, I loathed him for not showing himself to his two sons in Home, and I loathed him how he treated Dean (and Sam on some level) in Dead Man’s Blood. I could not stand the guy. Then the season finale blew my motherfucking brains out. It was the best season finale I have ever seen, in my opinion (but that may have something to do with the fact that I didn’t—and don’t—watch much TV to begin with.) The way they ended the episode made me want MORE!

Season Rating: B

Season 2:

The writers begin the season off with a helicopter ride to the hospital. This scene is when I figure out how much of sadistic bitch I am when it comes to fictional characters because, damn, I could watch Dean being rolled to the helicopter over and over and over again (it’s a guilty pleasure). This came as quite a shock at how much I enjoyed that scene (and the one where Dean’s heart stops) because I’m such a pacifist in real life and would never wish harm on anyone [in real life]. I rolled with it though, accepted it, and began to apply it in my writings (I’m not writing fanfiction at this point for Supernatural, just Naruto [that is never going to be seen from anyone except my own eyes because it is AWFUL!])

Overall this season was also amazing to me. I loved it even better than Season 1. I was, I’ll admit, glad John was out of the picture even though it made Dean depressed and I loved Ellen and Ash. Now Jo, Jo I had mixed feelings about. I have high expectations when it comes to actors (I call men and women actors not actresses for the women, just like with waiter vs. waitress. I just hate separating them like that.) and so, me personally, thought Alona Tal is a horrible actor* (I thought the same when she was in Burn Notice Season 7). I think Jo as a character was awesome and strong but Alona’s acting skills kind of ruined it for me. I also didn’t particularly care for the whole psychic!Sam plot. I don’t know, I just thought the whole thing was farfetched and it got worse when they revealed the demon blood being fed to baby Sam. I didn’t like that at all because, just because you were fed demon blood does not mean it’s in you forever. It’ll go through your digestive system just like everything else and why the hell would that give you powers anyways? It bothered me in a whole. I really liked the whole, selling your soul thing, especially when Dean is being the biggest hypocrite that walked the Earth. To say the least, I started watching Season 3 right away (just like with Season 2)

Season Rating: B+

Season 3:

Again, I loved this season even more than Season 2 which in turn is more than Season 1. I don’t know what really made me love this season so much (maybe it was all the Dean whump) but I absolutely adore this season. I loved blonde Ruby and thought Katie Cassidy played her really well. Though I kind of figured Ruby was going to betray them (she was a demon after all) I really, really, really liked her character. She was sassy and I loved it. I sort of, kind of, on a certain level liked Bella. I’m kind of mixed on the feelings with her. I guess I liked her up to the point I realized she made a deal with a demon.

I LOVED the episode Dream a Little Dream of Me. I loved it mostly because of Dean having to face himself. This is also when it is mentioned (just in case you hadn’t realized by now) that Dean follows in John’s footsteps and really isn’t his own person. I ADORED the lines, “I mean your car, that’s Dad’s. Your favorite leather jacket, Dad’s. Your music, Dad’s. Do you even have an original thought? No. No, all there is is, ‘Watch out for Sammy. Look after your little brother Boy!’ You can still hear your Dad’s voice in your head, can’t you? Clear as a bell. [Real Dean says, ‘Just shut up.’] When you think about it all he ever did was train you, boss you around. But Sam, Sam he doted on. Sam he loved. [Real Dean says, ‘I mean it. I’m getting angry.’] Dad knew who you really were. A good soldier and nothing else. Daddy’s blunt little instrument. Your own father didn’t care if you lived or died, why should you?” And gosh if that doesn’t make me hate John more. Over all, a very enjoyable season with an awesome ending—Dean being ripped to shreds by Hellhounds—that I could watch over and over again (I’m telling you, when it comes to fictional characters, I’m really sadistic.) Also by this point, I’m a complete Dean!Girl.

Season Rating: A-

Season 4:

Season 4 is my second favorite season of all the seasons (mostly because of the addition of Castiel.) Also, just for an FYI, at this point, I still don’t know any of the actors’ names and still don’t know Jensen was in Smallville. I loved this season for so many reasons. Being a Christian, I was really excited about the show bringing in angels. Though I soon learned they weren’t going to be portrayed the way I see them in real life. I wasn’t offended or discouraged by this, however, and only made me more drawn into the series. I would say, Season 4 is when I became completely obsessed with this show (and to think back in 2005 I thought it would be stupid—shame on me.) Anyways, I immediately loved the character Castiel. I absolutely adored/loved him the moment he burst through those double doors in a blaze of sparking, blown lights. My gosh, what an entrance. At this point, it was the best entrance ever (until Season 5, but more on that when I get there.)

I know I’m going to be part of the minority with this opinion, but I really did not like Genevieve as Ruby. No offence to her or Jared, but I really didn’t think she could act well. I was really disappointed when I realized blonde Ruby was gone and was replaced with her. Now don’t get me wrong, I love Genevieve herself, she seems like a really nice person, I just really don’t like her acting.* One scene I can watch that I’ll never get tired of, is the scene in I Know What You Did Last Summer when Dean is telling Sam what he did in Hell. This scene is so heartbreaking but I can’t get enough of it. Jensen is just so amazing in this scene.** The episode Wishful Thinking was so very fun to watch. I like that episode a lot, especially the scene where Dean is having the nightmare (and that poor teddy bear.) Lucifer Rising=amazing.

Season Rating: A+

Season 5:

Season 5, oh Season 5, how much I love you. I love this season so very much. Not only is Castiel on the brother’s side but LUCIFER IS FREE!! I remember being so super excited about this fact, and that Mark Pellegrino played him made it that much better. I don’t think anyone else could have played a better Lucifer. Not only that, then we have Crowley. I remember liking Crowley right away. He was cool and awesome and smart and witty and everything I love from a villain. So Season 5 being filled with some episodes of two of the greatest villains so far in the series, bumps it way up my list of favorite seasons. To this day, Season 5 holds number one on the list.

I don’t blame Dean, though a little hypocritical, for not trusting Sam right off. After all, he was drinking Demon blood (which is all kinds of gross). The episode The End is one of my all time favorite episodes in the whole series. I love that episode to pieces. I was glad to see some more of Ellen and Jo and was heartbroken when they died (especially Ellen, I really liked her). This brings me to Death. My goodness, if I thought Castiel’s entrance was amazing, Death is absolutely fabulous! The music, the slow motion accompanied by the fast forward, and the dying man just by touching his shoulder… I mean, talk about epic! I loved all the Cas episodes and about half way through this season I’m starting to lean towards being a Cas!Girl but I was still a Dean!Girl. The season finale was okay in my opinion. I didn’t necessarily see it coming but I think knowing that there was more seasons afterwards, kind of ruined it for me.

Season Rating: A+

Season 6:

Season 6, Season 6… how I have mixed feelings about you. I’ll admit, this season is on the bottom of my list of seasons I liked, I mean like, the very bottom. At this point in time I took a few weeks off from watching because I wanted to watch this season the last week before Season 7 aired so I didn’t have to wait long. In this time period I looked up the actors’ names and only memorized Jensen Ackles (also learning he was in Smallville), Misha Collins, and Jared Padalecki (in that order [I later memorized more]). Also, in this time frame, I looked up my first fanfiction on the show. I was reading a lot of Naruto [slash] fanfiction at the time and wondered if there were any on Supernatural. I started off reading the neutral stuff and then found out about wincest. To tell you the truth, I was disgusted.*** But then, I fell upon Destiel. Oh, wonderful Destiel. I certainly didn’t understand it at first but once I started watching Season 6, a light bulb went on and I saw it. Maybe that’s why Season 6 is so very painful for me to watch. And so, began my shipping of Dean and Castiel.

I loved Soulless!Sam and think Jared did an excellent job playing him. It was nice seeing the other ways Jared can play a character (since we’ve already seen Jensen and Misha do the same in The End). Now Lisa, I’m sorry, but again I really did not like Cindy Sampson’s acting (and my mom even agrees on me on this one).* Plus, I didn’t like the character at all. Not because she was with Dean (because at this point, I’m rooting for Destiel because of all the fanfiction I read) but because I just found her to be completely annoying. To be fair, I didn’t like Ben either (he was annoying too). I do have to give Lisa credit, though, for not really tolerating Dean shoving her son and calling him out on it. Once she is out of the picture for a while, then things start to get better. Cas is in this season enough to quench my thirst for him (because, also, by this time I’ve fully transitioned from a Dean!Girl to a Cas!Girl) and things are actually pretty interesting with the storyline. But then, BAM, we find out Cas is working with Crowley (which doesn’t bother me as much as the next statement I’m about to make because Dean has done it, Sam has done it, why not Castiel as well), then Dean begins to be an ass to Cas, and then Dean tries to kill Cas, then Dean says, ‘that you WERE like a brother to me’ (WERE?? WTF!), and just UGH! It fucking pissed me off man! The unthinkable began to happen, I literally started to hate Dean. Castiel becoming God at the end was cool (something I can admit now but I was still fuming at Dean when I first saw it so I couldn’t really appreciate that fact until later).

Season Rating: C+

Season 7:

At this point I’m all caught up and watching it live. It’s an unpopular season but I actually liked this season better than Season 6. I HATED that they killed Cas off, absolutely hated it. I felt like crying when it happened. Also, if I couldn’t be any madder at Dean, I was proven wrong when he had little to no reaction to Cas “dying”. I was seething at him and knew I wouldn’t be forgiving him very easily.****

The leviathan storyline (and again I’m part of a minority) was really enjoyable to watch. I wish there were more episodes focused on them but alas, there isn’t. Frank was awesome. He was cool. Like everyone else, I didn’t like the show killing Bobby off. I actually did cry at this (and more when they burned the flask) because not only was Cas gone but then Bobby too. The flask part just made it all so final and that’s why I cried there. Though I understand why Dean and Sam left Cas at the psychiatric ward in the hospital, doesn’t mean I liked it. I hated it. I really did understand, but I just felt as if there was a better way of handling the situation and that there must have been (even though I’m sure there wasn’t) a way to bring him with them. I also didn’t like the fact they left Meg to take care of him. I liked her character a lot (and really liked Rachel Miner’s acting), and I know she was the only one really left to do it, but I didn’t like. Not one bit. Kevin, I liked Kevin right away. The finale was interesting, to say the least (though I still don’t understand why killing Dick—whom James Patrick Stuart did an excellent job playing him—would send Dean and Cas to Purgatory as well).

Season Rating: B-

Season 8:

Once again, I’m probably the minority. But Season 8 was REALLY enjoyable to me. I really didn’t mind the jaded pacing or the plot holes (except that stupid one in Taxi Driver where there was such an easy way to get to Purgatory—after a whole season of searching for the damn thing—and then it having a door to Hell… WTF?) All the other problems that some people complain about, I really didn’t mind so much. I really liked Season 8 and in fact it makes number three on my list of favorite seasons.

I loved (like any other Destiel shipper) all the subtext of Dean and Cas’ relationship. One thing I didn’t like about the season, however, is the fact that Sam didn’t even try to find Dean and especially Kevin. I don’t really give a rat’s ass if he’s “all alone at the end of Season 7”. Yeah, so what? He can still FIND KEVIN FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Not looking for Dean I understand to a point, but not Kevin? COME ON SHOW! Anyways, I’m glad Kevin survived this long, Abbadon was awesome, Dean and his PTSD (though I wish a little more fleshed out) was awesome, Naomi was awesome (Amanda Tapping being an awesome actor), and glad to see Charlie some more. No offense to Liane Balaban who played Amelia, but she couldn’t act.* I hated that Sam got to do the trials instead of Dean (mostly because Dean should have been able to kill a Hellhound since HE’S THE ONE THAT GOT TORN TO SHREDS BY ONE!), and Metatron was very predictable. I really liked the finale though, and they did an amazing job portraying the angels falling from the sky (though I’ll admit, the church scene with Dean talking Sam down, I couldn’t help but think, “not again…” and sigh).

 

Season Rating: A-

Overall Grade For Show: A

 

Now, I’m completely obsessed with the show and maybe that’s why I’m so lenient and forgiving when it comes to the writers’ mistakes, because I just love the show too much to stay angry or annoyed with it. Anyways, that’s a summary of my journey through the world of Supernatural. I got sucked in never to be let out… and I’m glad I did… :)

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*These are just my personal opinions so please don’t hate on me. Everyone has a right to their opinions so if you love their acting, then great, I just don’t.

 

**He’s amazing in every scene.

 

***Not hating on wincesters, they have a right to ship whoever they want just as much as I do. It’s their opinion and whatever makes them happy, then so be it. As long as they don’t try to push it onto me (because I’ll never try to push Destiel onto them).

 

****After reading Flutiebear’s The Great Season 7 Rewatch I now realize that my reaction is wrong and that Dean did show that he was hurting from Cas’ “demise” but in a less dramatic and more subtle way.

Misha Collins Being Awesome

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Misha Collins: "take 2: people are always asking if i'm a 'shipper.' Here's my answer once and for all..."

SPOILER!

"Who else noticed the clip of Dean holding Cas’ hand in Purgatory flashing at the exact second the 'previous season' montage sang its first 'Who do you love???'"

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No, I didn't notice this until I read this and went and looked for it. Why are you doing this to me [us] show? Why? T.T

SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x01

9x01
I Think I'm Going to Like it Here

First off, sorry this wasn’t up on Wednesday. It would have been but I was just so busy. I watched the episode on Tuesday and then rewatched it today, writing notes along the way of my thoughts/reactions to certain scenes. This is my attempt at putting all the notes together in a coherent entry. The following will be following the show order so that means at some parts in this, we’ll be going back to a scene that’s already been covered with something else (example: in the Impala). Here we go.

            I think the episode started out really nice actually. I thought it was interesting how Sam had Dean be his inner self that wanted to live. It’s as if he knows his brother is out there, wanting him to live (which, of course, is true). I LOVE the new title card. It is definitely going on my list of favorite ones.

When the scene switches to the hospital my heart swells at the sight of Dean sitting bedside of his dying brother. It’s really quite sweet. Then the doctor comes in and poor Dean… poor, poor sweet Dean. He’s told that Sam’s life is in God’s hands now but Dean knows it’s not because God is no longer watching/there. Can you really blame him for getting angry? And damn it, that music the show plays when Dean sees the sign for the chapel. I love it. And the prayer to Cas!! T.T My FEELS! Gosh I loved it. I’m so glad (even though Cas didn’t hear it) Dean said he wasn’t mad. Dean I love you (when you’re not being a dick to our favorite, adorable [ex]angel.) When Dean says, “I need you here” when he’s at the end of praying to Cas and then looks around for him, I only have one thing to say—show, why are you giving me so many feels so early on? Gosh, then Dean is even desperate enough to pray to all the angels which is not a good idea at all. But desperate times call for desperate measures, at least in Dean Winchester’s way.

I love how inner Sam that wants to live is Dean but the inner Sam wanting to die being Bobby I don’t particularly like. I just feel as if Bobby should want Sam to live as well. He does consider them family after all. But alas, it is all in Sam’s head and not the real Bobby so I guess it’s understandable.

I’ll admit, when Cas was hearing “angel radio” I was like, “What the hell, why can he still hear that shit?” but then I’m like, “Oh wait, Anna could too couldn’t she?” Really dumb ass moment on my part. :P

Oh Cas, how I’ve missed your socially awkwardness. You go right ahead and tell the guy that kind of looks like the guy from the bar that ended up being a target for cupid in which you took her arrow -takes breath- that you were listening to angels. Go right ahead because I’ve missed you too much! Oh and Cas, baby, you need water. You need it because you’re human now and… -sobs- no wings… -sobs more-

I love Bobby, I really do, but it was not joyful to see him telling Sam to just die. Glad he pointed out the selling of Dean’s soul though. Great throwback from so many years ago and when Bobby appeared in the front of the Impala with the boys, best [funny] part ever!

-Distraction- Christmas lights are on the fence behind Cas when he’s dropped off by the guy who almost hit him. I didn’t notice them until the second time I watched and for some reason, got really excited about them. -End Distraction-

Gosh, when Cas walked up to the big, gruff guy on the payphone and demanded he get off, I was seriously worried for our [ex]angel and he’s so utterly confused when he can’t knock the guy out. Poor baby! -sobs more-

Oh, Crowley in the Impala’s trunk is genius. But then Dean gets attacked by an angel (who honestly, when I first saw the episode, I thought he was going to be the one to help Dean until BAM! Slams Dean down onto the hood of the trunk). Then you cue epic/awesome angel fight where the mortal/human has to “save the day” by killing the bad angel plus the good angel has to pass out… of course. -_-

-Interjection- I’m not even going to comment on the angel Hale. I have mixed feelings about her so I’ll just let it be. -End Interjection-

I must say, Cas still trying to get the [fallen] angels to see that human ways are better than angel ways is really sweet (and look how excited he gets! SO CUTE!).

With the scene in which Dean traps Ezekiel in the holy fire the only thoughts that are significant (to me at least and most probably not to you) is that, that holy fire looks more fiery and the fact that I have always liked the name Ezekiel (because you can shorten it to Zeke and I just LOVE that name!).

The show cuts back to Sam and Bobby but not much reaction from me there because all it is, is me not wanting Bobby to convince Sam to die.

The show then goes back to Dean and Ezekiel in the room with Sam. I got a little confused here because if Ezekiel can “heal” Sam, than how come Cas couldn’t before the fall? That doesn’t make sense. But then my confusion soon dissipates because Dean’s phone rings and we all know who it is. Our wonderful [ex]angel. I swear I was grinning way too hard at this.

I LOVE how Jensen portrayed this scene. Dean looks so concerned for Cas and they just look adorable talking on the phone together like a normal human couple—oops, did I just write that?

I love how Cas is like, “Don’t worry about me.” It’s so sweet and his small smile when Dean mentions Ezekiel. Then you have Dean being protective over Cas! I swear my heart swelled to ten times its size at this scene. I loved it so much!

But, of course, it’s ruined when the hospital starts to shake and the audience knows angels are coming. I can’t tell you enough how much I love the fact that Dean memorized the angel sigils (it was wonderful knowing Cas had memorized Dean’s phone number but Dean memorizing angel sigils just tops it off! It’s like they both memorized something of the other! GUH THIS SHOW!)

Nope, not even going to comment on Hale knocking Cas out… nope.

-Side Note- Dean throwing the marker on the floor bothered me to no end (OCD talking). -End Side Note-

Just a few comments on the scene with Hale and Cas in the car. I really wish the angels would start blaming Metatron for their fall and not Cas. Also, did I hear her correctly? She wanted to POSSES Cas? Is she kidding? And the way she put it was just a little on the creepy side.

Back to the hospital. Seriously, who didn’t see the counselor being possessed coming? Anyone? Also, as much as I love Dean protecting Sam, I’m really glad he still protected Cas even with the angels threatening his little brother.

Gosh I love Death, I really, really do, but was I the only one a little pissed that Death thinks it’s an honor to reap Sam but then is totally rude to Dean in previous seasons even though Death has more history with Dean? That scene really pissed me off.

I must point out that it was good thinking of Cas to crash the car and make her fly out through the windshield (and he was smart enough to buckle up). That’s a good example of why you buckle up in the car.

Not sure how I feel about Dean having Ezekiel posses Sam the way he did. Having Sam “consent” to being possessed in a manner that he has no way of knowing what the hell is going on, is all kinds of wrong. Man it’s going to blow up in his face which is kind of sad.

Kind of disappointed the actor who was playing Ezekiel isn’t going to be playing him anymore (I really liked him) but I must admit, Jared did an excellent job portraying him. :)

And might I just point out Misha stripping to his boxers. My, my, Misha, who knew you had THAT hidden under that suit!? YUMMY!!

But then the writers, and directors, and Misha himself, tear the [gorgeous] scene apart by making Cas have THAT look on his face when he needs to choose between washing his clothes or getting food/water. All I can think is him thinking, “of course…” in such a disappointed manner. It breaks my heart.

Ending it with Sam waking up and Dean and him in the front seat of the Impala is perfect. Ending the way it started and Sam saying there’s work to do… fan-fucking-tastic!

Well, there you go. Every review WILL NOT always be like this (where it goes from scene to scene following the episode) but since it was the premier, I figured I should. The reviews that will be set up something like this will be reserved for the episodes that I just absolutely enjoyed, loved, and can’t get over. Hope you liked the episode just as much as I did. :)