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A place where I post my thoughts and feelings about Supernatural the TV show.
Thursday, October 31, 2013
Happy Halloween!
Happy Halloween everyone!
Also please don't forget to nominate/vote for Dean & Castiel in the PCA!
(Click me for more info)
Also please don't forget to nominate/vote for Dean & Castiel in the PCA!
(Click me for more info)
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Team Free Will's Chicon Experience (made me cry)
This made me cry. Seriously, I have no idea why (maybe because how touching it was) but all I know is that I was awash with emotions that I couldn't hold back and let it out.
Team Free Will's Chicon Experience
Team Free Will's Chicon Experience
The Geekiary's "Supernatural 9×03 I’m No Angel: The Good, the Bad, and the Social Media Fallout"
Again, I haven't read this entirely and have only skimmed it but am sharing it anyways. ;)
9x03 - The Good and The Bad
9x03 - The Good and The Bad
SuperWhoLock the Comic's "Destiel, Social Media, and Queerbaiting"
I haven't read this yet but plan to. I wanted to post it anyway to spread it around some more.
SuperWhoLock the Comic
Posts Spam ;)
Here comes a bunch of posts I've been saving up for when I was finally not busy (like now).
Starting with the wonderful Osric Chau. I love him, he's so sweet and nice and awesome and just... ugh!
"It's like being at home."
Starting with the wonderful Osric Chau. I love him, he's so sweet and nice and awesome and just... ugh!
"It's like being at home."
SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x03
9x03
I'm No Angel
I'm No Angel
Reminder: This is
before all the Destiel drama.
I really can’t get over Jared’s
acting as Ezekiel, I mean he did an excellent job switching back and forth from
Sam to Zeke. I thought the pie scene in which Sam is commenting on the
chemicals in the pie was very amusing. I liked it a lot.
The first scene that Misha is in in
this episode, where he stands up straight from leaning down and drinking water
from the sink, was freaking adorable and oh so cute. I had the widest ass grin
on my face when I saw him and how cute he looked. I really liked Castiel’s
bluntness in the episode and how everyone responded to it, though if it were
me, I would be asking what the hell he was talking about but that’s just me…
When Castiel walked into the tattoo parlor, I at first thought he was going to
get an anti-possession tattoo but then I realized it was warding for angels. I
thought that was actually quite smart of him to do. The exchange in the church
with that woman was wonderful and very heartwarming. I liked her a lot.
Now the April scenes… I’ll admit, I
didn’t like her from the very beginning. Even though I knew it wasn’t the real
April, I still couldn’t help but feel annoyed at the fact that “she” brought
home a complete stranger and then sleeps with him right away. It’s like, what
the fuck? Already annoyed, it got worse as Castiel’s and hers scenes went on. I
felt like I was being tortured watching the April and Castiel sex scene,
especially when Castiel says, “More of this I hope.” My jaw literally dropped
at that statement and after the initial shock of the statement I had to roll my
eyes because he’s suppose to be going to Dean. Not even in the sense of Destiel
either. Dean told him to “haul ass” to the MoL bunker, and what does Castiel
do? Sleeps with a woman who looks half his age (sorry Misha but it’s true) and
says he wants more? Are you f-ing kidding me!? That line seriously pissed me
off. It got a little better when she finally revealed herself as being a reaper
(angel?) and started torturing him but was it really necessary to sit on his lap like that. Come on show, stop
sexualizing up the women so much!
Dean in the bathrobe once again.
Nice sight there. I’ll admit, I did like the worry Dean had for Castiel though
out the whole episode and the fact that he was willing to torture a reaper in
order to find him (but, of course, he also tortured in Purgatory in order to
find “the angel”). Dean’s cryptic “I’m letting you know.” was funny and Sam’s
reaction to it was hilarious. You have no idea how much I fangirled over Dean
worrying over Castiel when he was dead, and the face touching, and especially
when Castiel woke up after Ezekiel healed him. You have to admit, it is adorable. Then you’ve got Dean’s
“Never do that again!” and Castiel’s little “Alright.” It. Was. Fucking. Cute.
As. All. Hell. I. Swear!
Now, Dean’s reaction to Castiel
having sex. With the way Dean acted first, with the choking and shushing Sam, I
thought it was jealousy but that hope was soon crushed as soon as Dean started
smiling widely and laughing and saying Castiel gave his “first” up to a reaper.
I was very disappointed that the “jealousy” that I saw at first soon turned
into encouragement and amusement. My heart broke into a million pieces when
Dean told Castiel that he couldn’t stay and Cas had that confused yet hurt look
on his face. I love Ezekiel, I really do, but I don’t like how he made Dean
choose between his brother and his best friend (secret crush?).
Overall, this episode was okay. I
don’t know, Castiel felt a little ooc to me (he watched humanity for thousands
of years and doesn’t know how to do the simplest things?). Also, so now angel
grace is like demon smoke? What!? I was extremely annoyed at this. Remember
when it was just a glowing light? Yeah me too. Anyways there’s other things I
didn’t like about the episode but what I mentioned throughout this whole piece
is what stands out the most.
Friday, October 25, 2013
I'm just going to leave these here...
http://allthebeautifulthings9828.tumblr.com/post/64891007199/its-not-about-canon-vs-not-canon-its-not-about
http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1rqa58i
http://allthebeautifulthings9828.tumblr.com/post/64891007199/its-not-about-canon-vs-not-canon-its-not-about
http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1rqa58i
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Thank You
Thank you for this: (Click me) I really needed that.
No matter what the writers say:
Video by: MuS1c4LiFe
No matter what the writers say:
- I will continue to write Dean/Castiel fanfictions
- I will continue to read fanfictions on Dean/Castiel
- I will continue to make videos of Dean/Castiel
- I will continue to watch videos of Dean/Castiel
- I will continue to ship Dean/Castiel
- I will continue to love Dean/Castiel
Video by: MuS1c4LiFe
Two Things
First, sorry I haven't gotten my reaction/opinions about 9x03 posted yet. Will do that tomorrow. I was too devastated yesterday to write it up and today I'm still feeling a little down but also super busy with college crap. I'll type it and post it tomorrow. Keep in mind, it's before I read about the tweets... :(
Second, I cannot believe Guy Norman Bee just tweeted this: (Click me)
"I'm not sure how people get upset and offended when a storyline that doesn't exist... doesn't exist!"
How can he say that? ... I feel like crying again... They're being so rude, they knew how important Dean and Castiel's relationship is to thousands of people and their crushing us between their teeth. It's not even the fact that Destiel won't come to be. I'm disappointed that it won't but it's their choice and I still have my fantasies, it's the fact that they are being so completely rude to people who have been loyal to the show for years! Freaking years! I mean, how dare they! We're the ones supporting them and they have the gall to treat us like shit? It pisses me off... and hurts like hell...
Sorry, yesterday I went from faze sad, to hopeless, to disappointed, and then this morning I entered faze pissed. I'm still very disappointed though...
That's it for now. Thought/reaction/opinion on 9x03 will be posted tomorrow...
Second, I cannot believe Guy Norman Bee just tweeted this: (Click me)
"I'm not sure how people get upset and offended when a storyline that doesn't exist... doesn't exist!"
How can he say that? ... I feel like crying again... They're being so rude, they knew how important Dean and Castiel's relationship is to thousands of people and their crushing us between their teeth. It's not even the fact that Destiel won't come to be. I'm disappointed that it won't but it's their choice and I still have my fantasies, it's the fact that they are being so completely rude to people who have been loyal to the show for years! Freaking years! I mean, how dare they! We're the ones supporting them and they have the gall to treat us like shit? It pisses me off... and hurts like hell...
Sorry, yesterday I went from faze sad, to hopeless, to disappointed, and then this morning I entered faze pissed. I'm still very disappointed though...
That's it for now. Thought/reaction/opinion on 9x03 will be posted tomorrow...
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Petition And Vote
Monday, October 21, 2013
The Angel's Light
The Angel’s Light
A/N: Some people think Dean is going to get possessed by Abaddon
and that either Sam or Cas will have to get through to him like Dean got
through to Sam in 5x22 and Cas in 8x17. If this were to happen, this is how I
want it to go. Enjoy. :)
Disclaimer: I don't own the show Supernatural. This is for entertainment purposes only. All rights belong to their owners.
He’s hitting him, over and over
again. He can feel the blood on his throbbing knuckles but he can’t stop the
movement of his arm. He can’t stop the impact of bony knuckles on swollen chin.
Dean watches as Abaddon crushes Castiel to a pulp.
Abaddon uses his hand and grasps
Castiel’s neck, lifting him up so only his toes touch the ground. He feels as
his grip gets tighter and tighter and Castiel fights for breath. Dean’s chest
aches with the need to stop her but she is too strong.
Abaddon, in his body, leans close
to Castiel’s face and breaths in. “Oh, aren’t you just yummy.” She looks him up
and down. “I can’t wait to have my way with you.”
No.
Dean thinks as he hears his own voice. She punches now human Castiel and he
falls to the floor in a bloody heap. Stop.
“This is going to be so fun.”
Abaddon laughs and she punches him once more.
Before the next blow can be had,
however, Castiel raises his hand and breaths hard. The gesture catches the
Demon in him off guard and Abaddon faulters. “Dean.” Castiel begins, voice
ragged and strained with pain. “Dean, stop. Please, fight her, I know you can.”
He begs, still slumped over in anguish. “Dean please… please… I love you.”
Everything stops in that instance. Abaddon with her laugh grows distant, the
wind stops blowing, the Earth stops turning. “I love you.”
Dean blinks and he’s there, pushing
Aboddon back in the darkness to make his way up front. He fights harder than he
has ever fought before and by some miracle, or because the demon was too busy
being amused and laughing, he manages to win and control his own body. “Cas?”
Castiel looks up at him, pain
stricken in his eyes, blood rolling out of his mouth, face swollen to twice its
size. “Dean.”
“It’s okay Cas. I’m not going to
let her hurt you again.” He reassures the man who begins to shake before him.
“I promise.”
Dean takes the demon killing knife
and holds it up to himself. He gives Castiel a small smile and listens as
Castiel says his name once more. Then he plunges the knife into his gut. It
doesn’t kill her but it does expel her from his body. The last thing he sees is
Castiel’s broken face with silent tears streaming down his bloody, swollen
cheeks.
The End
A/N: Take the end however way you want. Obviously, if this were to happen in the show Dean wouldn't die [permanently] so you can interpret what happens after whatever way you want. Thanks for reading. :)
Sunday, October 20, 2013
SPOILER! Jared Padalecki's Acting
Can we just take a moment to admire Jared's acting:
Video By: MiraclePromos
Also, bonus for Dean worrying about Cas in the sneak peek. ;)
Video By: MiraclePromos
Also, bonus for Dean worrying about Cas in the sneak peek. ;)
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Friday, October 18, 2013
Thursday, October 17, 2013
Please Read...
Marked With Grace
Anybody who doesn't want to watch 9x03, please read the link. I support you if you don't want to watch. No one should be forced to watch something that they don't want to. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise and do what you want to do.
Anybody who doesn't want to watch 9x03, please read the link. I support you if you don't want to watch. No one should be forced to watch something that they don't want to. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise and do what you want to do.
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x02
9x02
Devil May Care
So episode 9x02 Devil May Care… It was a good episode
and I love Abaddon and Alaina Huffman’s acting but I have this small problem
that started in Season 7. I found myself, way back then, not enjoying the
episodes that didn’t have Cas in them as much as the episodes with him in it. It
was the same with Season 8 and it looks like it’s going to be the same for
Season 9. I was hoping it wouldn’t but just judging it off this episode, that’s
exactly what is going to happen. But, it’s only the second episode so we’ll
see. Besides my not liking it as much as I would have if Cas was in it, I
thought it was great.
I love Crowley, like really, really
love his character (and Mark Sheppard plays him well). The line, “You really
put the S-A-M in S&M.” is awesome. I laughed so hard when he said that and
I’m probably the only one who thinks it’s that funny. I’m really glad that he
is still in the show. Now, I don’t know if it’s just me and something going
over my head, but I’m kind of confused on what he was talking about when he
gave those two demon names. I know he wants to compromise but for what? His
freedom? I’m probably just stupid and missed it…
I can’t believe Osric Chau is
twenty-seven… twenty-seven! He looks like a teenager when he is yelling at Dean
and Sam asking why Crowley isn’t dead. It works though since Kevin (I’m
assuming because he was getting ready for SAT’s and applying to college) that
he is eighteen or maybe nineteen at the oldest. So it works. I feel really bad
for Kevin. I can’t imagine wondering if the Demon in lockup is telling the
truth and that your mom is really alive. I love, love, love the fact that Dean
said he is family. He is family and I consider him, just like I considered
Bobby, part of Team Free Will. Also, I’ll admit, after Crowley calling Kevin
submissive, I really want a fanfic of Kevin being submissive. It can be with
anyone, even an OC, I just want it. ;)
When Ezekiel came forth with
glowing eyes and bright light and his falling apart wings! OMG! Coolest. Thing.
Ever! I especially liked the shadow of his wings. We’re so used to seeing Cas’
wings, all nice and full of feathers, but then you have after the fall with
Ezekiel’s wings and they’re falling apart. I just thought that looked amazing.
I also can’t get over how well Jared is playing Ezekiel’s character. I love it.
It’s even better than souless!Sam if you ask me.
I thought it was really funny how
when they were going to save the two hunters, Dean covered up his jewels with
his hand when Sam mentioned the chemicals. Then Sam’s comeback was awesome too,
saying that that wasn’t going to help. I also loved how fidgety Dean got when
Ezekiel mentioned love and Dean said, “I’m not really with the whole love and…
love.” I’m not going to read too much into it and I’m sure he said it because
of his deep seeded fear of everyone he loves leaving him, but when I heard Jensen
say that line, I immediately thought of Cas. I couldn’t help it, I just did.
Now, I want to just point something
out in the previews and it’s probably a given of what it is. The kiss between
Cas and April. When I first heard that Cas was going to be getting “a love
interest” (remember, Misha said love is a big word and it’s more like lust), I wasn’t
happy. I’m still not completely happy but I’m (hoping) not going to go
bat-shit-crazy because of it. I’m going to give her a shot before automatically
saying, “I don’t like her.” Who knows, maybe she’ll turn out to be a cool
character. However, just because Cas is getting “a love interest” doesn’t mean
I’m going to give up on Dean and Cas. I will go down with the ship no matter what
the writers do on the show. What I’m hoping is that Cas will be with her for
however long the writers want and we’ll get some jealous Dean, but in the end
Cas and Dean end up together. She’ll still be on the show though because she’ll
be a strong character. I doubt the latter (her staying and being a strong character) will happen, but who knows, maybe it
will. Maybe she’ll even become Sam’s next partner. Anyways, point is, I’m going
into 9x03 with optimism (and if you knew me, you would know I’m actually quite
pessimistic, so me being optimistic is a big deal) and I’m going to hope for
the best.
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Tuesday, October 15, 2013
So Funny
Really funny, you need to see this. :)
http://amethysthollis.tumblr.com/post/63820451277/supernaturalapocalypse-dont-forget
http://amethysthollis.tumblr.com/post/63820451277/supernaturalapocalypse-dont-forget
XXX
Plus, a funny YouTube Video:
Video by: Lise-Fay P.Richardson
Cockles Warning! If You Love Cockles This Is A Must See!!
Please, if you love Cockles as much as I do (and I LOVE it A LOT!) then you must read this! It's so adorable!!
http://madinaaa15.tumblr.com/post/50635345568/i-was-at-jib4-now-i-understood-cockles-is-real
http://madinaaa15.tumblr.com/post/50635345568/i-was-at-jib4-now-i-understood-cockles-is-real
Sunday, October 13, 2013
In response to Summer Hellatus Project... YOUR opinions wanted!
I started watching Supernatural the
summer before Season 7 premiered. I remember way back in 2005 seeing the
advertisement on CW of Season 1 and thinking, “Well that looks like a
completely stupid show. I won’t be interested in that at all.” Granted I was
eleven years old and not really into the monster shows like I am now. (I also
thought the taller one was the older brother while the shorter one was the
younger… oh how wrong I was.) Then in 10th grade, someone in my
English class told me that I should try watching it (I didn’t know about
Castiel yet). Once summer vacation started, I began my journey through the
seasons, starting with Season 1through Season 6.
Season 1:
I remember starting this episode
and being hooked right away with the aspect of Mary being burned on the ceiling.
The character Sam was interesting to say the least and Dean was very good
looking. I like how their relationship was portrayed and Dean completely fascinated
me throughout the entire season. The first episode is also when I realized
that, no the shorter character is the older and the taller character is the youngest.
I remember being shocked about this because of what I interpreted all those
years beforehand.
I liked the whole monster of the
week plotline with a side of dad searching. This season is also the one to set
forth my deep seeded hatred of John Winchester. I realized pretty much right
away how much of a dick John was to his sons, mostly to poor Dean. Dean did
seem pretty happy in this season (but after reading meta on the season a few
years later, I realize how wrong I was to believe he was as happy as I
thought.) I absolutely loathed John for bringing his family into that kind of
life, I loathed him for not showing himself to his two sons in Home, and I loathed him how he treated
Dean (and Sam on some level) in Dead Man’s
Blood. I could not stand the guy. Then the season finale blew my
motherfucking brains out. It was the best season finale I have ever seen, in my
opinion (but that may have something to do with the fact that I didn’t—and don’t—watch
much TV to begin with.) The way they ended the episode made me want MORE!
Season Rating: B
Season 2:
The writers begin the season off
with a helicopter ride to the hospital. This scene is when I figure out how
much of sadistic bitch I am when it comes to fictional characters because,
damn, I could watch Dean being rolled to the helicopter over and over and over
again (it’s a guilty pleasure). This came as quite a shock at how much I
enjoyed that scene (and the one where Dean’s heart stops) because I’m such a pacifist
in real life and would never wish
harm on anyone [in real life]. I rolled with it though, accepted it, and began
to apply it in my writings (I’m not writing fanfiction at this point for
Supernatural, just Naruto [that is never going to be seen from anyone except my
own eyes because it is AWFUL!])
Overall this season was also
amazing to me. I loved it even better than Season 1. I was, I’ll admit, glad
John was out of the picture even though it made Dean depressed and I loved
Ellen and Ash. Now Jo, Jo I had mixed feelings about. I have high expectations
when it comes to actors (I call men and women actors not actresses for the
women, just like with waiter vs. waitress. I just hate separating them like that.)
and so, me personally, thought Alona Tal is a horrible actor* (I thought the
same when she was in Burn Notice Season 7). I think Jo as a character was
awesome and strong but Alona’s acting skills kind of ruined it for me. I also
didn’t particularly care for the whole psychic!Sam plot. I don’t know, I just thought
the whole thing was farfetched and it got worse when they revealed the demon blood
being fed to baby Sam. I didn’t like that at all because, just because you were
fed demon blood does not mean it’s in you forever. It’ll go through your
digestive system just like everything else and why the hell would that give you
powers anyways? It bothered me in a whole. I really liked the whole, selling
your soul thing, especially when Dean is being the biggest hypocrite that
walked the Earth. To say the least, I started watching Season 3 right away
(just like with Season 2)
Season Rating: B+
Season 3:
Again, I loved this season even
more than Season 2 which in turn is more than Season 1. I don’t know what
really made me love this season so much (maybe it was all the Dean whump) but I
absolutely adore this season. I loved blonde Ruby and thought Katie Cassidy
played her really well. Though I kind of figured Ruby was going to betray them
(she was a demon after all) I really, really, really liked her character. She
was sassy and I loved it. I sort of, kind of, on a certain level liked Bella. I’m
kind of mixed on the feelings with her. I guess I liked her up to the point I
realized she made a deal with a demon.
I LOVED the episode Dream a Little Dream of Me. I loved it
mostly because of Dean having to face himself. This is also when it is mentioned
(just in case you hadn’t realized by now) that Dean follows in John’s footsteps
and really isn’t his own person. I ADORED the lines, “I mean your car, that’s Dad’s. Your favorite leather jacket, Dad’s.
Your music, Dad’s. Do you even have an original thought? No. No, all there is
is, ‘Watch out for Sammy. Look after your little brother Boy!’ You can still
hear your Dad’s voice in your head, can’t you? Clear as a bell. [Real Dean says,
‘Just shut up.’] When you think about it all he ever did was train you, boss
you around. But Sam, Sam he doted on. Sam he loved. [Real Dean says, ‘I mean it.
I’m getting angry.’] Dad knew who you really were. A good soldier and nothing
else. Daddy’s blunt little instrument. Your own father didn’t care if you lived
or died, why should you?” And gosh if that doesn’t make me hate John more.
Over all, a very enjoyable season with an awesome ending—Dean being ripped to shreds by Hellhounds—that I could watch over and over again (I’m telling you, when it
comes to fictional characters, I’m really sadistic.) Also by this point, I’m a
complete Dean!Girl.
Season Rating: A-
Season 4:
Season 4 is my second favorite
season of all the seasons (mostly because of the addition of Castiel.) Also, just
for an FYI, at this point, I still don’t know any of the actors’ names and still don’t know Jensen was in
Smallville. I loved this season for so many reasons. Being a Christian, I was really excited about the show bringing
in angels. Though I soon learned they weren’t going to be portrayed the way I
see them in real life. I wasn’t offended or discouraged by this, however, and
only made me more drawn into the series. I would say, Season 4 is when I became
completely obsessed with this show (and to think back in 2005 I thought it
would be stupid—shame on me.) Anyways, I immediately loved the character
Castiel. I absolutely adored/loved
him the moment he burst through those double doors in a blaze of sparking,
blown lights. My gosh, what an entrance. At this point, it was the best entrance ever (until Season 5,
but more on that when I get there.)
I know I’m going to be part of the
minority with this opinion, but I really did not like Genevieve as Ruby. No
offence to her or Jared, but I really didn’t think she could act well. I was
really disappointed when I realized blonde Ruby was gone and was replaced with
her. Now don’t get me wrong, I love Genevieve herself, she seems like a really
nice person, I just really don’t like her acting.* One scene I can watch that I’ll
never get tired of, is the scene in I
Know What You Did Last Summer when Dean is telling Sam what he did in Hell.
This scene is so heartbreaking but I can’t get enough of it. Jensen is just so
amazing in this scene.** The episode Wishful
Thinking was so very fun to watch. I like that episode a lot, especially
the scene where Dean is having the nightmare (and that poor teddy bear.) Lucifer Rising=amazing.
Season Rating: A+
Season 5:
Season 5, oh Season 5, how much I
love you. I love this season so very much. Not only is Castiel on the brother’s
side but LUCIFER IS FREE!! I remember being so super excited about this fact,
and that Mark Pellegrino played him made it that much better. I don’t think
anyone else could have played a better Lucifer. Not only that, then we have
Crowley. I remember liking Crowley right away. He was cool and awesome and
smart and witty and everything I love from a villain. So Season 5 being filled
with some episodes of two of the greatest villains so far in the series, bumps
it way up my list of favorite seasons. To this day, Season 5 holds number one
on the list.
I don’t blame Dean, though a little
hypocritical, for not trusting Sam right off. After all, he was drinking Demon
blood (which is all kinds of gross). The episode The End is one of my all time favorite episodes in the whole
series. I love that episode to pieces. I was glad to see some more of Ellen and
Jo and was heartbroken when they died (especially Ellen, I really liked her).
This brings me to Death. My goodness, if I thought Castiel’s entrance was
amazing, Death is absolutely fabulous! The music, the slow motion accompanied
by the fast forward, and the dying man just by touching his shoulder… I mean,
talk about epic! I loved all the Cas episodes and about half way through this
season I’m starting to lean towards being a Cas!Girl but I was still a
Dean!Girl. The season finale was okay in my opinion. I didn’t necessarily see
it coming but I think knowing that there was more seasons afterwards, kind of
ruined it for me.
Season Rating: A+
Season 6:
Season 6, Season 6… how I have
mixed feelings about you. I’ll admit, this season is on the bottom of my list
of seasons I liked, I mean like, the very bottom. At this point in time I took
a few weeks off from watching because I wanted to watch this season the last
week before Season 7 aired so I didn’t have to wait long. In this time period I
looked up the actors’ names and only memorized Jensen Ackles (also learning he
was in Smallville), Misha Collins, and Jared Padalecki (in that order [I later
memorized more]). Also, in this time frame, I looked up my first fanfiction on
the show. I was reading a lot of Naruto [slash] fanfiction at the time and
wondered if there were any on Supernatural. I started off reading the neutral stuff
and then found out about wincest. To tell you the truth, I was disgusted.***
But then, I fell upon Destiel. Oh, wonderful Destiel. I certainly didn’t
understand it at first but once I started watching Season 6, a light bulb went
on and I saw it. Maybe that’s why Season 6 is so very painful for me to watch.
And so, began my shipping of Dean and Castiel.
I loved Soulless!Sam and think
Jared did an excellent job playing him. It was nice seeing the other ways Jared
can play a character (since we’ve already seen Jensen and Misha do the same in The End). Now Lisa, I’m sorry, but again
I really did not like Cindy Sampson’s acting (and my mom even agrees on me on
this one).* Plus, I didn’t like the character at all. Not because she was with
Dean (because at this point, I’m rooting for Destiel because of all the
fanfiction I read) but because I just found her to be completely annoying. To
be fair, I didn’t like Ben either (he was annoying too). I do have to give Lisa
credit, though, for not really tolerating Dean shoving her son and calling him
out on it. Once she is out of the picture for a while, then things start to get
better. Cas is in this season enough to quench my thirst for him (because,
also, by this time I’ve fully transitioned from a Dean!Girl to a Cas!Girl) and
things are actually pretty interesting with the storyline. But then, BAM, we
find out Cas is working with Crowley (which doesn’t bother me as much as the
next statement I’m about to make because Dean has done it, Sam has done it, why
not Castiel as well), then Dean begins to be an ass to Cas, and then Dean tries
to kill Cas, then Dean says, ‘that you
WERE like a brother to me’ (WERE?? WTF!), and just UGH! It fucking pissed
me off man! The unthinkable began to happen, I literally started to hate Dean. Castiel
becoming God at the end was cool (something I can admit now but I was still
fuming at Dean when I first saw it so I couldn’t really appreciate that fact until
later).
Season Rating: C+
Season 7:
At this point I’m all caught up and
watching it live. It’s an unpopular season but I actually liked this season
better than Season 6. I HATED that they killed Cas off, absolutely hated it. I
felt like crying when it happened. Also, if I couldn’t be any madder at Dean, I
was proven wrong when he had little to no reaction to Cas “dying”. I was seething at him and knew I wouldn’t be
forgiving him very easily.****
The leviathan storyline (and again
I’m part of a minority) was really enjoyable to watch. I wish there were more
episodes focused on them but alas, there isn’t. Frank was awesome. He was cool.
Like everyone else, I didn’t like the show killing Bobby off. I actually did
cry at this (and more when they burned the flask) because not only was Cas gone
but then Bobby too. The flask part just made it all so final and that’s why I
cried there. Though I understand why Dean and Sam left Cas at the psychiatric
ward in the hospital, doesn’t mean I liked it. I hated it. I really did
understand, but I just felt as if there was a better way of handling the
situation and that there must have been (even though I’m sure there wasn’t) a
way to bring him with them. I also didn’t like the fact they left Meg to take
care of him. I liked her character a lot (and really liked Rachel Miner’s
acting), and I know she was the only one really left to do it, but I didn’t
like. Not one bit. Kevin, I liked Kevin right away. The finale was interesting,
to say the least (though I still don’t understand why killing Dick—whom James Patrick Stuart did an excellent
job playing him—would send Dean
and Cas to Purgatory as well).
Season Rating: B-
Season 8:
Once again, I’m probably the
minority. But Season 8 was REALLY enjoyable to me. I really didn’t mind the
jaded pacing or the plot holes (except that stupid one in Taxi Driver where there was such an easy way to get to Purgatory—after a whole season of searching for the damn thing—and then it having a door to Hell… WTF?)
All the other problems that some people complain about, I really didn’t mind so
much. I really liked Season 8 and in fact it makes number three on my list of
favorite seasons.
I loved (like any other Destiel shipper) all the subtext of Dean and Cas’
relationship. One thing I didn’t like about the season, however, is the fact
that Sam didn’t even try to find Dean
and especially Kevin. I don’t really give a rat’s ass if he’s “all alone at the
end of Season 7”. Yeah, so what? He can still FIND KEVIN FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Not
looking for Dean I understand to a point, but not Kevin? COME ON SHOW! Anyways,
I’m glad Kevin survived this long, Abbadon was awesome, Dean and his PTSD (though I wish a little more fleshed
out) was awesome, Naomi was awesome (Amanda Tapping being an awesome actor), and
glad to see Charlie some more. No offense to Liane Balaban who played Amelia,
but she couldn’t act.* I hated that Sam got to do the trials instead of Dean
(mostly because Dean should have been able to kill a Hellhound since HE’S THE
ONE THAT GOT TORN TO SHREDS BY ONE!), and Metatron was very predictable. I
really liked the finale though, and they did an amazing job portraying the
angels falling from the sky (though I’ll admit, the church scene with Dean
talking Sam down, I couldn’t help but think, “not again…” and sigh).
Season Rating: A-
Overall Grade For Show: A
Now, I’m completely obsessed with the show and maybe that’s why I’m so
lenient and forgiving when it comes to the writers’ mistakes, because I just
love the show too much to stay angry or annoyed with it. Anyways, that’s a
summary of my journey through the world of Supernatural. I got sucked in never
to be let out… and I’m glad I did… :)
XXX
*These are just my personal
opinions so please don’t hate on me. Everyone has a right to their opinions so
if you love their acting, then great, I just don’t.
**He’s amazing in every scene.
***Not hating on wincesters, they
have a right to ship whoever they want just as much as I do. It’s their opinion
and whatever makes them happy, then so be it. As long as they don’t try to push
it onto me (because I’ll never try to push Destiel onto them).
****After reading Flutiebear’s The Great Season 7 Rewatch
I now realize that my reaction is wrong and that Dean did show that he was
hurting from Cas’ “demise” but in a less dramatic and more subtle way.
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Friday, October 11, 2013
Misha Collins Being Awesome
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Misha Collins: "take 2: people are always asking if i'm a 'shipper.' Here's my answer once and for all..."
Misha Collins: "take 2: people are always asking if i'm a 'shipper.' Here's my answer once and for all..."
SPOILER!
"Who else noticed the clip of Dean holding Cas’ hand in Purgatory flashing at the exact second the 'previous season' montage sang its first 'Who do you love???'"
Comment made by Dustline[s]'s Fic and Things
No, I didn't notice this until I read this and went and looked for it. Why are you doing this to me [us] show? Why? T.T
SPOILER!! Opinion/Reaction on 9x01
9x01
I Think I'm Going to Like it Here
I Think I'm Going to Like it Here
First off, sorry this wasn’t up on
Wednesday. It would have been but I was just so busy. I watched the episode on
Tuesday and then rewatched it today, writing notes along the way of my
thoughts/reactions to certain scenes. This is my attempt at putting all the
notes together in a coherent entry. The following will be following the show
order so that means at some parts in this, we’ll be going back to a scene
that’s already been covered with something else (example: in the Impala). Here
we go.
I think the
episode started out really nice actually. I thought it was interesting how Sam
had Dean be his inner self that wanted to live. It’s as if he knows his brother
is out there, wanting him to live (which, of course, is true). I LOVE the new
title card. It is definitely going on my list of favorite ones.
When the scene switches to the
hospital my heart swells at the sight of Dean sitting bedside of his dying
brother. It’s really quite sweet. Then the doctor comes in and poor Dean… poor,
poor sweet Dean. He’s told that Sam’s life is in God’s hands now but Dean knows
it’s not because God is no longer watching/there. Can you really blame him for
getting angry? And damn it, that music the show plays when Dean sees the sign
for the chapel. I love it. And the prayer to Cas!! T.T My FEELS! Gosh I loved
it. I’m so glad (even though Cas didn’t hear it) Dean said he wasn’t mad. Dean
I love you (when you’re not being a dick to our favorite, adorable [ex]angel.)
When Dean says, “I need you here” when he’s at the end of praying to Cas and
then looks around for him, I only have one thing to say—show, why are you giving me so many feels so early on? Gosh,
then Dean is even desperate enough to pray to all the angels which is not a good idea at all. But desperate times
call for desperate measures, at least in Dean Winchester’s way.
I love how inner Sam that wants to
live is Dean but the inner Sam wanting to die being Bobby I don’t particularly
like. I just feel as if Bobby should want Sam to live as well. He does consider
them family after all. But alas, it is all in Sam’s head and not the real Bobby so I guess it’s
understandable.
I’ll admit, when Cas was hearing “angel
radio” I was like, “What the hell, why can he still hear that shit?” but then
I’m like, “Oh wait, Anna could too couldn’t she?” Really dumb ass moment on my
part. :P
Oh Cas, how I’ve missed your
socially awkwardness. You go right ahead and tell the guy that kind of looks
like the guy from the bar that ended up being a target for cupid in which you
took her arrow -takes breath- that you were listening to angels. Go right ahead
because I’ve missed you too much! Oh and Cas, baby, you need water. You need it
because you’re human now and… -sobs- no wings… -sobs more-
I love Bobby, I really do, but it
was not joyful to see him telling Sam to just die. Glad he pointed out the
selling of Dean’s soul though. Great throwback from so many years ago and when
Bobby appeared in the front of the Impala with the boys, best [funny] part
ever!
-Distraction- Christmas lights are
on the fence behind Cas when he’s dropped off by the guy who almost hit him. I
didn’t notice them until the second time I watched and for some reason, got
really excited about them. -End Distraction-
Gosh, when Cas walked up to the
big, gruff guy on the payphone and demanded he get off, I was seriously worried
for our [ex]angel and he’s so utterly confused when he can’t knock the guy out.
Poor baby! -sobs more-
Oh, Crowley in the Impala’s trunk
is genius. But then Dean gets attacked by an angel (who honestly, when I first
saw the episode, I thought he was going to be the one to help Dean until BAM!
Slams Dean down onto the hood of the trunk). Then you cue epic/awesome angel
fight where the mortal/human has to “save the day” by killing the bad angel
plus the good angel has to pass out… of course. -_-
-Interjection- I’m not even going
to comment on the angel Hale. I have mixed feelings about her so I’ll just let
it be. -End Interjection-
I must say, Cas still trying to get
the [fallen] angels to see that human ways are better than angel ways is really
sweet (and look how excited he gets! SO CUTE!).
With the scene in which Dean traps
Ezekiel in the holy fire the only thoughts that are significant (to me at least
and most probably not to you) is that, that holy fire looks more fiery and the
fact that I have always liked the
name Ezekiel (because you can shorten it to Zeke and I just LOVE that name!).
The show cuts back to Sam and Bobby
but not much reaction from me there because all it is, is me not wanting Bobby
to convince Sam to die.
The show then goes back to Dean and
Ezekiel in the room with Sam. I got a little confused here because if Ezekiel
can “heal” Sam, than how come Cas couldn’t before the fall? That doesn’t make
sense. But then my confusion soon dissipates because Dean’s phone rings and we
all know who it is. Our wonderful [ex]angel. I swear I was grinning way too
hard at this.
I LOVE how Jensen portrayed this
scene. Dean looks so concerned for Cas and they just look adorable talking on
the phone together like a normal human couple—oops, did I just write that?
I love how Cas is like, “Don’t
worry about me.” It’s so sweet and his small smile when Dean mentions Ezekiel.
Then you have Dean being protective over Cas! I swear my heart swelled to ten
times its size at this scene. I loved it so much!
But, of course, it’s ruined when
the hospital starts to shake and the audience knows angels are coming. I can’t
tell you enough how much I love the fact that Dean memorized the angel sigils
(it was wonderful knowing Cas had memorized Dean’s phone number but Dean
memorizing angel sigils just tops it off! It’s like they both memorized
something of the other! GUH THIS SHOW!)
Nope, not even going to comment on
Hale knocking Cas out… nope.
-Side Note- Dean throwing the
marker on the floor bothered me to no end (OCD talking). -End Side Note-
Just a few comments on the scene
with Hale and Cas in the car. I really wish the angels would start blaming
Metatron for their fall and not Cas. Also, did I hear her correctly? She wanted
to POSSES Cas? Is she kidding? And the way she put it was just a little on the
creepy side.
Back to the hospital. Seriously,
who didn’t see the counselor being possessed coming? Anyone? Also, as much as I
love Dean protecting Sam, I’m really glad he still protected Cas even with the
angels threatening his little brother.
Gosh I love Death, I really, really
do, but was I the only one a little pissed that Death thinks it’s an honor to
reap Sam but then is totally rude to Dean in previous seasons even though Death
has more history with Dean? That scene really pissed me off.
I must point out that it was good
thinking of Cas to crash the car and make her fly out through the windshield
(and he was smart enough to buckle up). That’s a good example of why you buckle up in the car.
Not sure how I feel about Dean
having Ezekiel posses Sam the way he did. Having Sam “consent” to being possessed
in a manner that he has no way of knowing what the hell is going on, is all
kinds of wrong. Man it’s going to blow up in his face which is kind of sad.
Kind of disappointed the actor who
was playing Ezekiel isn’t going to be playing him anymore (I really liked him)
but I must admit, Jared did an excellent job portraying him. :)
And might I just point out Misha
stripping to his boxers. My, my, Misha, who knew you had THAT hidden under that
suit!? YUMMY!!
But then the writers, and
directors, and Misha himself, tear the [gorgeous] scene apart by making Cas
have THAT look on his face when he needs to choose between washing his clothes
or getting food/water. All I can think is him thinking, “of course…” in such a
disappointed manner. It breaks my heart.
Ending it with Sam waking up and
Dean and him in the front seat of the Impala is perfect. Ending the way it
started and Sam saying there’s work to do… fan-fucking-tastic!
Well, there you go. Every review
WILL NOT always be like this (where it goes from scene to scene following the
episode) but since it was the premier, I figured I should. The reviews that
will be set up something like this will be reserved for the episodes that I
just absolutely enjoyed, loved, and can’t get over. Hope you liked the episode just
as much as I did. :)
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Castiel's Poem to Dean
[For] You
When I pulled you out
of Hell
You were sixty-nine
years old
and torturing.
I grabbed your broken
soul
and glued
the pieces back
together
to twenty-nine.
All for you…
For you…
You…
When I rebelled
from Heaven
you were thirty years
old
and mistrusting.
I fought beside you
and earned
a place
in your heart where
you could call
me family.
All for you…
For you…
You…
When I was fighting a
civil war
you were thirty-one
and alone.
I sucked in all the
souls
from Purgatory
and defeated Raphael
to stop the
apocalypse again.
All for you…
For you…
You…
When the leviathan
took
me over
you were thirty-two
and hurting.
I took on Sam’s Hell
scars to
free him
from the pain that I
caused and to repent for
my sins.
All for you…
For you…
You…
When I stayed behind
in Purgatory
you were thirty-three
and pure.
When I was told to
kill
Dean Winchester
I couldn’t and took
the tablet for
safe keeping.
All for you…
For you…
You…
When I’m human because
Metatron took
my grace
you are thirty-four
and scared.
I wish I knew where
exactly
you are
so I can go to you
like I
always do.
All for you…
For you…
You…
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